letter to

to my man ,


sorry to say but i'm not that perfect . i'm not pretty as other girls . but i do like you so much . last but not least , will you marry me ? 

your smiling eyes & awesome smile makes me melt.

yeah I LOVE YOU TOO OPPA . i'm so sorry for betrayal you KEHKEHKEH 

i have to i have

YOU KNOW WHAT ?

I'M COOL 

I'M COOLER THAN YOU 

AND MY SHOES ?

BRAND NEW 

-.-

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taecyon said 


Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man ( seriously like this line)
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–


nickhun said 


But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl.( kyaaa nickhun said i'm his girl HAHAHA )

in my dreams , i'm a princess

i don't work , yet everything is done for me

i am much loved by everyone 

and 

lots of boys like me

* i wish minho love me too :)

but 

dreams is just dreams 

in reality , i'm just normal girl

i'm always having to do chores 

and

help around the house

i have my share of unrequited love

and broken hearts 

kenapa saya sakit tekak ?

saya seorang pelajar yang sangat bermasalah , banyak ragam , banyak kerenah , banyak songgeh . saya sudah dua hari tidak hadir ke sekolah . why ?. pagi tadi saya membuaka fb saya lantas mentengok choong yen san mempos something di wall saya .dia memarahi saya kerana tak hadir tanpa menginform dia . duìbùqǐ yensan




 saya tidak hadir kerana 


A.mata saya lebam walupun baru menitikkan dua titik air mata sebab kakak saya lupa bagi hadiah b'day saya.         


B.saya dipukul sekumpulan wanita 30-an kerana difitnah mengoda suami mereka


C.saya marah sebab guru malukan kelas saya 


D.sayamengantuk lalu tidur sepanjang hari dan setelah saya bangun saya tidur lagi 




 jawapan nya ialah because i have a sore throat . ouh gosh so pain    lets sings "pain pain go away , come again another day " 








sebab - sebab saya sakit tekak yang melampau sampai tak boleh bercakap 




A.kurang minum air 
B.iklim yang berubah - rubah 
C.makan coklat banyak sangat
D.menyanyi melalak




jawapan nya ialah E.kesemua di atas . saya seorang pelajar yang membawa botol air brand "tupperware" color biru ke sekolah 24/7 . saya perlu meminum air selang 20 minit . oleh kerana sekarang kelas saya di libray saya tidak boleh membawa botol air masuk , saya terpaksa keluar untuk minum air . hal ini sangat melecahkan saya .




kedua B.iklim yang berubah-rubah . semasa duduk di libray air-cond selalu terpasang menyebabkan saya macam duduk di lautan antratika , jadi selapas loceng sekolah berbunyi tiba-tiba iklim saya berubah dari sejuk ke pada panas . ini juga merupakan faktor saya sakit tekak.




C.makan coklat banyak sangat . ini memang betul . minggu ini setiap hari saya makan cadbury padan muka saya bukan sahaja sakit tekak tapi berat badan juga naik HAHAH




D.menyanyi melalak , saya menyanyi kuat kuat sebab saya tension spm dah nak dekat .




jelaslah di sini bahawa kesuma di atas merupakan faktor saya sakit tekak dah mengambil cuti , saya sangat suka cuti . oke lah bye saya nak makan tengah hari dan makan ubat lantas tidur . bye bye .

crazy of them 

ki kwang i love you oppa :)








yoo seob saranghae , fucking like you oppa .











so fucking like them 






B E A S T

hari jadi

qiqi and sarah hari jadi dekat kot . me 01.10 sarah 09.10 , dia dilahirkan 8 hari after saya dilahirkan di dunia ini dan di takdirkan untuk menyukai CHOI MINHO , meluat korang bace . peduli ape aku , belog aku HAHAHA. umur me and sarah pun same iaitu 7teen . semalam sarah datang rumah and me wish her hehehe even dah lepas birthady dia .kecik-kecik selalu sambut sama - sama kot . heheh dah lupa le , but kiteorang memang ngam la macam gam . kemana sarah pergi ade qiqi , kemana qiqi pergi ade sarah . but , dah besar nie , sudah tak rapat sangat kot . yela we both jarang jumpa . our parents always busy . and nak jumpe pun time raye je.




as i told you in my 01.10.10 entry , i wish tu tiup lilin 17 batang right ? heheh of course it doesn't masuk akal , mak mom buy me the number "1 and 7" so it is seventeen candle hahahah.all my wish come true . i got a surprise birthday party , a big secret recipe cake , a seventeen candle , a gift from eera , hyqhal , angah pika and along meimen . mom said " ibu dah bagikan hadiah birthday adik"
and i was like "eh , mane ade la" heheheh saje je nak hadiah lagi .i want to show the pics but i'm so lazy lazious lazness to upload the picture . so another time oke ? 

here some pics 

blur , lupe nak auto kan lens dia HAHA

present from them 

" yes , i'm unpredictable girl . i always change my mind easily " 

Agoraphobia

I ‘m scared of this disease. It is panic disorders, sometime I have a

sudden panic attack. 

Sungkyunkwan Scandal

can't wait for this drama

MICKEY YOOCHUN :D

Nurul  aqilah  cakap …

“ I’m so hypocrite, I do talk and treat you well but deep inside my heart I HATE YOU  ’’

dear , daddy

i want 10 At , but i know it not my limit . i really want 6 At but i don't want to be greedy so i wish to get 4At only . daddy i will my you proud , i know i always make you disappointed and it really hurt me.




starting this day , i will abandon my fb , blogg and so on . i want more A more A more A . a big-fat A should be good . i on my way to get it . 




*only left 50 days more , wish me luck . hoping for a miracle .

01.10.10

today is my birthday , happy birthday to me happy birthday to me . 

trimas for those who wish me happy birthday . i thought my friends forget about my birthday . trimass fo who wish me by texting or post kat facebook . 

i wish nak tiup lilin 17 batang atas cake secret recipe fav saya 







Chocolate Indulgence 

















Chocolate Banana  


(yummy i love this )















Cheeze Choc 










i nak semua di atas dan bersaiz besar , boleh tak ?